Monday, September 5, 2022

Spotlight for "The Crooked Little Pieces, Volume 1" by Sophia Lambton

 


THE CROOKED LITTLE PIECES by Sophia Lambton


The Crooked Little Pieces centres on twin sisters Anneliese and Isabel: passion-pursuant heroines perturbed by pains, obsessions, passions and themselves.

Spanning the twentieth century's five most volatile decades, the novel spies on the half-Dutch, half-German sisters' frequently bewildering, occasionally unseemly exploits as they fall short of conformity in 1940s London's stuffy stereotypical society, ceding often to rebellion.

Paradox is at the crux of CLP. With every step its characters tilt their personas incrementally; inching toward their inadmissible pursuits and oddities. Self-recognition is discomforting - and on the way the twins cross both professional and legal lines, becoming inextricably entangled in experiments, inept investigations, liaisons and cover-ups set to awaken dizzying debates among my readers. The story is replete with mysteries and secrets slow to wash ashore. And underneath lies one recurrent duo of enigmas: that of Anneliese and Isabel themselves.

The Crooked Little Pieces is a a myriad of primary and secondary plots that criss-cross over a rich tapestry of switching sentiments, subversive twists and tension-fuelling characters: some relatable, others opaque and many "crooked".

It is a television drama. Novelised.



Author Bio

Sophia Lambton became a professional classical music critic at the age of seventeen when she began writing for Musical Opinion, Britain's oldest music magazine. Since then she has contributed to The Guardian, Bachtrack, musicOMH, BroadwayWorld, BBC Music Magazine and OperaWire, and conducted operatic research around the world for a non-fiction work set to be published in 2023. 

 

Crepuscular Musings - her recently spawned cultural 

Substack - provides vivid explorations of tv and cinema

 together with reviews of operas, concerts and recitals at 

sophialambton.substack.com.

 

The Crooked Little Pieces is her first literary saga. Currently

 she's working on her second.

 

She lives in London.


Websites:


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EXCERPT 


The Crooked Little Pieces

Volume I

2nd September 1968.

The tapping of Isabel’s spoon was beginning to irk her. It was a particularly idiosyncratic form of warfare, 

Anneliese inferred: her sister longing to drum into her a new responsibility. This so-called responsibility involved

 some happiness being thrust into her heart a happiness she should have felt for Isabel.

The odds were hardly in her favour.

It so happened that the infantry that could have wielded joy in Anneliese restrained themselves from this invasion. 

They turned and became renegades, clinging seditiously to their objection. Gloom was the path that she was taking

 despite Isabel’s unspoken pleas.

A memory bounced to the forefront of her mind. She and Isabel were four years old and at a park in Zurich. 

Crouched down in the little hut at the slide’s peak, Isabel had wrapped her hands around the cold and shiny metal 

bar for fear of slipping. She was staring down at Anneliese in an imperious fervour: her way of commanding her to

 roll the ball along the slide. Anneliese propelled it to ascend the slope with all ten fingers. It tumbled with a bump 

before a nail of Isabel’s could even poke it. But Isabel would not relent. With Anneliese’s every try her glare grew

 meaner simultaneously more demeaning. Four minutes later she was staring at her sister to denounce her as a

 traitor. Her glance would have suggested she was looking at a person who had chosen to support the Axis powers

 there in Switzerland.

Now at forty-eight years old they played a new game. The rules, ethics and score were the same. Anneliese felt like

 the littler twin. Isabel was sure she was inferior. No victory was ever gained but both of them infallibly assumed

 the other won.

Isabel finished her ice cream. Crossing over to her purple music stand, she saw along its spine the strokes and 

dashes of a scribbled scarlet acronym: ‘I.v.d.H; C.H.S.’ She had no clue what could have urged her, aged eleven 

at the time of writing, to interpolate a semi-colon between two sets of initials. It was preposterous.

Quickly she returned to sit before her sister. Isabel’s intentions were deliberately opaque; she simply didn’t know 

that Anneliese’s bore a hue of the same shade. Her eyes met fixedly with the clock’s face.

‘Is it safe to cross the date off now?’

Anneliese took her own turn to read the time.

‘Ten thirty-seven.’

‘That’s an hour to go.’

‘Well, it’s over...’

The felt-tip pen was wandering already in her clammy clasp. Isabel drew a cross through the ‘2’ and shrugged 

girlishly.

‘The main part is over.’

There was something excessively timid about her; her voice was too soft. And after striking through the date she 

loosed a sigh so long and swirled it mirrored wispy smoke departing a volcano.

Isabel threw a half-smile at her sister. Yet her stock of weaponry appeared to be depleted. She couldn’t make the 

effort and the smile was faint. Her mouth’s shape quickly collapsed into an uncurved line.

Then she smirked on purpose gently, not mockingly – with no ill will. She hadn’t exercised ill will for a long

 time now. In Anneliese’s eyes it had been far too long for Isabel.

‘Liesa...’ She exhaled heavily through her nostrils. ‘You’re unimpressed with me.’

But it was one of the few times that Isabel was incorrect in that assumption. Anneliese’s voice became breathy.

‘No. No, Isabel...’ She laid her hands down on her lap. Perhaps it would have stopped them from unwanted 

gesturing. ‘You’re acting... your behaviour is guided by a smartness, resolution, cleverness... so many features that

 I didn’t know you – I mean, I...’ She itched behind her ear. ‘I wouldn’t have expected so much.’

Isabel faintly half-smiled once more feebly again.

‘That’s funny.’ She leant her hands on the edge of the table. ‘See, I worry for you, Liesa, ‘cause I assumed you

 would have – I thought... I’m not speaking of accomplishment. I just meant... I had hoped that you’d be safe.’

There came the rebuttal:
‘I’m not in physical danger, superficially it seems to be that way, but—’

‘No, I meant... I just meant, professionally, erm...’ She parted her lips noisily in nervousness. ‘I imagined you in

 the kind of situation that would seem impressive on paper. I didn’t expect you to be listed in the phone book

 with the same...’ Isabel shut her eyes tightly. ‘No, that was very horrible of me.’

Anneliese almost laughed.

‘It’s very understandable.’ She crossed her legs the other way. ‘Did he say something to you tonight – after the...’

‘No.’ Isabel shook her head. She picked up her felt-tip pen and started playing with it. ‘I know it wasn't the best 

tactic but... he knows all of my routes. He’s not going to...’ Palpable fondness even percolated her description. She

 almost snickered from endearment. ‘He isn’t going to be surprised.’

‘So you have... a sign of consent?’
‘Well, yes.’ The felt
-tip pen tumbled onto the table.

The blue bowl in the corner of the room jogged her attention.

‘Goodness.’ Isabel effused as she stormed over to the bowl. ‘Look how many sweets I put out, and the girls didn’t

 want them.’

Back at the table she began picking them out and unwrapped one.

‘Well...’ Anneliese had been hesitant to admit it all evening. ‘Isabel... the entire upstairs was locked.’

‘That’s impossible – I wanted all the rooms to be available.’

‘You didn’t unlock them, Isabel. At least – you didn’t tell the caretaker to...’ She folded her arms. ‘They were 

locked, Isabel – that’s why everyone congregated downstairs.’

Isabel’s eyes appeared struck by hypnosis. Her voice emerged in a whisper.

‘How did I? I could have sworn’ – she used the expression of her fingers to help herself out – ‘the—’

Something was off. Anneliese didn’t want to remark it, she didn’t want to vocalise her view. Her sister was too

 jittery for that. But it was tangible.

She didn’t realise Isabel possessed a slender feeling of superiority. She didn’t realise Isabel had the sensation 

she was stable; that her sister had cascaded into some obscured abyss, that Isabel desired most of all to yank her 

sister out of it and didn’t know how to enforce such an extraction. Maybe the lighting in the room made Anneliese 

appear red-faced, but such was Isabel’s impression.

‘I check the papers every day.’
Anneliese was somewhat stunned.
‘For what?’
‘In case there’s an announcement of the pregnancy. Penelope’s pregnancy.’

Immediately Anneliese shifted in her chair. The tension simmered in her eyes. To Isabel they looked forlorn. 

They looked as they had once done in their infancy when Anneliese had burned her finger on the candle and 

extended sobs along Aunt Liesel’s shoulder.

‘Isabel, that is irrelevant to both of us.’ ‘It’s not.’
‘Isabel... that’s...’
‘Am I prodding too much?’

‘Even I don’t prod that far, and I’m the one who... yet it’s not my situation, Isabel.’ ‘But he—’

‘No.’

‘I can’t just forsake his existence, Liesa. The summer of ‘65 you told me—’

‘I don’t want to dwell on it. Verbally or otherwise.’

‘No.’ Isabel darted a sarcastic look at her. ‘You reserve all that for conversations with Susanna.’

Anneliese slouched back in her chair.

‘Yes. But you can’t—’

‘I figured...’ Isabel picked up another sweet and unwrapped. ‘What’s wrong with your appetite?’

Mine?’ Anneliese gasped.
‘You haven’t taken any chocolate.’

Anneliese now had to take a chocolate to sustain an adamant impression of apparent normalcy.

‘So I was... trying to realise... what...’ Isabel was struggling to unwrap her golden ball. ‘What they had in

 common.’

‘Who?’
‘Mine. Yours.’
Anneliese shook her head in embarrassment. ‘I’d really rather not—’

If Anneliese insisted on abstaining from discussing men she would obliterate the possibility of any conversation

 with her sister. If she emphatically withheld her feelings when it came to her affairs their whole exchange would

 be unequal. She was trapped.

‘You know...’ Isabel pointed out. ‘They’re both killers, in some way.’

She was trying to be amusing. Anneliese only appeared shellshocked.

‘OK, OK.’ Isabel nodded. Her use of the two letters bothered Anneliese, together with other Americanisms her 

sister had picked up. ‘Actually...’ Isabel cleared her throat. ‘I meant to ask, during the reception what does 

Susanna think of my predicament?’

If only Anneliese had grasped Susanna’s limitless capacity for lying. The latter’s view of Isabel’s ‘predicament’ 

was certainly among the numerous conceptions the psychiatrist had welded in her mind. But she cared not to 

divulge it for that matter, even to herself.

‘She has nothing against it.’ was the phrase she flung off casually. Isabel almost snorted.

Liesa.’ ‘What?’

‘The credence in your words...’ She sighed. ‘I was asking, because... I know what she has in her head.’

‘You couldn’t possibly divine what—’ ‘I meant to say – she would know.’ ‘About what?’
Isabel tossed a sweet to the side. ‘Paralysis.’

Anneliese despised these foul intrusions even more so when they obviously derived from such uneducated 

guesses.

‘She doesn’t make the correlation, Isabel.’ ‘He isn’t anything like her.’

‘I know.’ Anneliese confirmed. ‘But you can talk to me about it. I don’t want you to imagine that I missed your life.’

Isabel paused. When she opened her mouth she spoke wispily.

‘Liesa...’ She grabbed hold of a sweet immediately to play with it as if it were a gadget. ‘You were aware of the 

synopsis of my life; I wasn’t even aware of the outline of yours. So... so, now that this is where I am, and you’re 

not here... we’ll just have to speak more regularly.’

Anneliese blinked. That was something that she had inherited from Susanna, albeit unintentionally. She looked 

at the clock.

‘Oh...’ Quickly she scratched her neck. ‘My train leaves in forty minutes.’

‘I know.’

Anneliese stood up. Gradually Isabel walked over to her.

‘You should really come more often, Liesa. I mean... it’s so sunny here.’ She stroked her left arm with her right

 and sighed melodically. ‘And I miss you.’

Anneliese understood this to be a bad sign. Had her sister genuinely been exulting, if the spring in her heart 

couldn’t have resisted leaping, if she’d been engulfed by that extent of ecstasy it never would have been 

externalised in such a way. Isabel would have forgotten the words, ‘I miss you’. She would have replaced them 

with a future tense; twisted the phrase into a hypothetical addendum: ‘You know how much I’ll miss you!’

They hugged.

‘I’ll wait until the taxi comes.’ insisted Isabel.

They stood outside in pitch black darkness. The taller one barely discerned her sister’s silhouette.

‘We’re going to keep each other more abreast of everything that happens, Liesa; be more obedient in this way. 

Set up a regime. And call me... er... I’ll still be at home at seven. Call me then.’

‘I will.’

A few minutes later they parted, squeezing each other warmly.

Both of them already knew the truth. If Isabel called every day her news would be the distribution of a reportage: 

a linear account of what her girls had done. His name would rarely

pop up in the conversation. And Isabel had no doubt that her sister would be reticent to unstitch sentiments she

 kept sewn-up with fastened knots. At the same time they wouldn’t settle for pretence and falsehood from each 

other. Instead they would glean substance from each other’s intonations. These would be the only packages they 

sent that properly conveyed their inner states.

After a journey that encumbered Anneliese with five stops, seven periods of waiting and the missiles of a bristling 

cold, she was at home at half past six. Thirty minutes later she dialled Isabel’s number.

Nobody picked up the telephone.






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