Blade by Wendy Walker

 

My thoughts

I'm a huge fan of Wendy Walker's books. I've not read one yet that disappointed me. There is always an edge. Always a thrill. And always tears to be shed. This one is excellent. A real page turner. I usually shy away from books about sports. This one drew me in and didn't let go until I turned that last page.


A book about ice skaters. Where they stayed and what they did. The competitions and the friendships made. Even enemies made. There is always a bit of jealousy in any competition. This story puts it all out there. How children are treated when away from home. When staying with an adult who can pick and choose whatever and whoever she wants. This is a very complex story about girls competing for championships and hopeful olympic placement. Girls who compete against each other but are still there for each other in so many ways.

The author takes you into the depths of the ice skating world. The trials each puts on themselves. How lies can ruin a life. How doing good can make you or break you. What happens when you are away from family. When tragic events take shape. Girls who are truly not ready to take on the tasks of acting grown up. Partying. Having grown ups put up barriers for them. These girls are just children who want to skate. Yes they want to win but mostly they just want to be loved and accepted as they are. Whether they pass of fail.

You get to know some of these girls and yes this is fiction but loosely based on things that do happen. Adults who take advantage of these kids. Both women and men. Seems there is a lot of abuse. In most every way.

My heart broke for these young girls. Yes they wanted to skate but they didn't want to be hurt. Lied too. Taken advantage of.

This is about a murder. A young girl who is accused of this murder. It looks bad for her. Of course it does. Her lawyer went to this same school fourteen years earlier. Ana knows what it was like. As does this girl's mother. Grace is in so much trouble. Accused of murder. Murder of a well liked man. Her mother, also lived here before. Back when the girls were training to be olympic ice skaters. Now Grace and Ana have to fight to find out who did what and why. Grace doesn't want to say anything. She doesn't trust anyone. Least of all Ana...

This story goes from before to now. From before to after. Told mainly from Ana's POV. You will find out all you need to know.

I was immersed in this book. Couldn't look away. I throughly enjoyed it. I cried. I cringed. I even laughed a bit. I never figured out who the killer was.

Thank you to Thomas & Mercer for this ARC.

4.75 stars.

About

From USA Today bestselling author—and former competitive skater—Wendy Walker comes a chilling psychological thriller set in the cutthroat world of elite figure skating.

Ana Robbins was an Olympic star in the making—until tragedy forced her to leave that world behind. At the age of sixteen, she gave up her dream and never looked back. Fourteen years later, she’s a successful defense attorney, revered for her work with minors. But when her former coach turns up dead, Ana lands right back where it all began, and abruptly The Palace, a world-renowned skating facility nestled high in the mountains of Colorado.

Ana returns to The Palace to defend the young skater accused of the brutal crime—Grace Montgomery. Despite her claims of innocence, all evidence points squarely at Grace’s guilt, and she’s days away from facing charges of first-degree murder.

But Ana’s investigation dredges up childhood memories of her own, triggering the fear that permeates this place where she once lived and trained far from home as an “Orphan.” With a blizzard raging outside, and time running out for Grace, Ana is determined to uncover the truth—even if it means exposing her own secrets that she buried here long ago.

Family Drama by Rebecca Fallon

 

My thoughts

I almost didn't finish this one. It was not a fast paced book at all. It was intense and did keep pulling at me. I just didn't want a DNF. I am glad I finished it now. The ending truly made up for so much. I did think this book was well written. The author put her heart and soul into it I'm sure. For anyone to say it is poorly written is just wrong. It's slow for the first several chapters but interesting.

This family is definitely troubled. A man who raised his twin children almost alone. Their mother died of cancer when they were very young. Before that, she was not really there. She was a soap star. She was away for most of their lives. I do believe she loved her children and her husband. I know he loved her. No doubt about it. Al was a good guy. He supported his wife's career even though he truly wanted her to stay home. Not to travel. To be his wife and their children's mother. But she wanted to be a star so he supported it. Al was truly a keeper.

This one starts out with the twins watching as their mother's body is lowered into the sea. She wanted to be buried that way and Al was doing just that. 

This story takes you back and forth between when the twins, Viola and Sebastian, experience their mother's burial and when their mother is in California working on a soap opera. All that happens in those years is told. It's definitely a drama but not a bad one. 

I think the author really did a good job. This one kept me reading. I never thought about putting it down. I did start to DNF it a couple of times. That was just crazy though. I highly recommend this book. It's got so much to keep you reading. It's family. It's drama. It's twin crazy. A mom and dad problem. A soap opera. A love between an older man and younger woman. Actually that is twice. Al is several years older than Susan. But it seemed like their love was at first sight, in a way. Al really flipped over her. Susan's sister, Sadie, didn't much like Al but she was crazy over the twins. 

The last few chapters of this one made me weep. I was crying so hard while reading about Susan's death. How the twins were with her while she was sick. How her son seemed to love his mom more than anything. They didn't know their mom was a star. They had no idea she was ever in a soap opera. 

Yes this book started out a bit slow but it did grow on me. I am glad I read it. I liked the characters. Mostly. I was angry at Susan for leaving her family for a soap opera but that was what she wanted. Her career. She had a right to do that. Her children could be selfish but that was understandable too. They lost their mother at such a young age. This is one to make you think...

A debut novel. I give this author a lot of credit for writing such a heartfelt story. 

Thank you NetGalley and Simon & Schuster for this ARC.

4 stars. 

About

A vibrant debut and powerful meditation on family, motherhood, and the cost of holding on to your dreams, reminiscent of Ann Napolitano.

In New England, Susan Bliss is a young mother married to a professor.
In LA, Susan Byrne stars in a soap opera beloved coast to coast.
Decades after she’s gone, her twins have no idea of their mother’s fame. But the past can’t stay hidden forever.

It’s 1997, and snow is blanketing a New England beach. Two befuddled seven-year-olds watch as their mother’s body is tipped overboard a crumbling boat. A Viking funeral, followed by a raucous wake. A send-off fit for soap opera Susan Bliss.

Fifteen years earlier, Susan is a blazing, beautiful young woman, passionate about her art. It’s impossible not to fall in love with her, and so Alcott, a practical professor, does—hopelessly. And so begins the love story of Susan’s two-paneled an unconventional, jetlag-filled arrangement that takes her back and forth between her life in New England as a wife and mother to young twins to the bright lights of Los Angeles, where she becomes the beloved star of a daytime soap.

In the present, Susan’s twins grow up in the shadow of her all-consuming absence. Sebastian, a sensitive artist, cleaves to her memory, fascinated with the artifacts of her starry past. Viola, resentful of her mother’s torn allegiances, distances herself from the memories of her. But when Viola runs into her mother’s old costar Orson Grey—now a renowned Hollywood star—she finds herself falling deeply in love with him and begins to put together the pieces of a mother she never really knew.

Sharp, assured, and beautifully written, Family Drama is a story told in double-helix, with intertwined timelines that explore the different versions of ourselves we share with the world and with each other.

The House Of Hidden Letters by Izzy Broom

 

My thoughts

If you read one historical this year this is the one. It's so good. It has it all. History of course. A love story. Two timelines. Possibly murder. An abusive(albeit not in great detail.) A Greek island. A lottery winner. A group of people who come together for each other. No. Matter. What.

This is a book that will capture your heart. It will also leave you on pins and needles in places. Things happen to make you think. To make you appreciate what you have. Always keep your friends close. Even the ones you might have just met.

When Skye wins a lottery she knows it's her chance. Her chance to get out of a horrible relationship. Her husband, Martyn, is awful. He is not who she thought he was. They had a whirlwind relationship and marriage. He wanted her and he got her. 

Skye wins a house on a Greek Island. It's an older place that needs a lot of repair. It only cost her the price of a lottery entry. There are a few others who won houses too. Skye doesn't share any private things with the new neighbors. She keeps it to herself. Skye and her mother have problems also. 

When Skye finds letters hidden in her house and starts reading them you get to know more about the history of the island. What happened to the previous owners. 

Then we go to 1940 and meet Katerina. Katerina and Stefanos. They lived on the Greek island as the war starts. When Mussolini started taking over and started wars it was coming to Greece. To their peaceful island. Stefanos had to leave. He had to go defend their country. Katerina's sister's husband goes with him leaving the women behind. 

A lot happens in both timelines. It's very easy to keep straight though. This is such a good book. It has so many things to keep you turning the pages. Some edge of your seat things too. A few mysteries. The love story was beautiful. 

This book gave me a few feelings. Tears. Anger. Expectations. Hope. Love. Loss. It had it all. The writing was wonderful. This story will hold your heart. 

Thank you NetGalley and Berkley Publishers for this ARC.

Five stars 

About

“A joy from start to finish.”—Alex Michaelides, #1 New York Times bestselling author of The Silent Patient

A beautiful and escapist novel full of heart, for fans of Elin Hilderbrand and readers who love book club fiction.

For Greek cottage. One euro.

Skye MacKinnon is desperate for an escape. When she wins a lottery to buy a run-down cottage on a Greek island for only one euro, Skye jumps at the chance to get out of England and start over. As she unlocks the tattered blue door of her whitewashed new cottage, the sun-kissed sea glinting in the bay outside her windows, Skye immediately feels like she’s found her true home.

Skye and the other lottery winners—the first residents in these houses since the 1940s—form a tight-knit group, finding in one another the strong relationships they’d been missing in their own lives. When Skye and local contractor Andreas find a set of mysterious letters, they begin to unravel the history of the prior residents, and the truth about life on Folegandros during World War II.

Sweeping, escapist, and full of heart, The House of Hidden Letters reminds us of the importance of human connection. Izzy Broom has written a poignant and hopeful novel for those who have found love and family in unexpected places.

The Last Daughter by Soraya M. Lane

 

My thoughts

This is the last in the series of Lost Daughters by this author. It's like the beginning that came at the end. The one that started the whole thing. It's beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. A story of love and loss. 

When Mia's Aunt dies she is left to close up Hope's House. Mia is Hope's great niece. This is the story of how Hope House started. Who helped Hope when she was at her very lowest. When she needed someone more than ever. It's also the story of Mia. How Mia goes searching for answers but finds love instead. Mia was the one who gave each box to each of seven young ladies whose grandmother's had left them behind. Each with a clue as to who they were and why they had to give up their baby.

Hope had to leave home because of her cruel dad. He was abusive to her mother and in time to her also. This was in the early 1920s. Before the war. Before women could have a say whether they got an education or married or had families. Hope left home because she didn't want to marry a stranger. She didn't want the kind of life her mother had. She wanted to paint. To live. To learn about life. She had hopes and dreams. 

Mia was going through her own sadness. She was somewhat of a reclusive young lady. She had lost the love of her life and didn't know how to move on without him. Even after so many years had passed. But when Mia had a chance to find out more about her Aunt Hope she jumped at the chance. 

Both of these women had a destiny of sorts. Hope to help unwed mothers. Mia to find love again. You get to know more about Hope and all she went through and it's heartbreaking. I hoped all the way for one thing to happen. Up to the very end I held on to that hope. Mia went on this journey and found a guy. Joe. Joe was a good man. He had his own bar and worked hard. He had some hardships he dealt with also. Maybe together they can find peace. Maybe they can find each other and the happiness each deserves.

This is the last in this series and it's so good. After reading the previous books and knowing this one had to come eventually it was kind of hard to see it end. I adored Hope. She was such a good person to do what she did. After all she lost she was still so kind to other women who came to Hope's House for help. Opening the house to help others helped Hope in so many ways too. 

A well written book about a subject that is so sad. How horrible women and girls were treated for simply having a baby and not a husband. What they had to go through. 

Thank you Bookouture and NetGalley for this ARC.

4.70 stars. 

About

Hope looked up at Gus, his fingers linked with hers as he smiled down at her. The wind whipped at her hair, cool against her skin, but all she cared about was the man standing in front of her. ‘I choose you, Hope,’ he whispered. ‘A thousand times over, I choose you.’

London, Present Mia clutches the last remaining box found at Hope’s House in her hands. For months she has been determined to reunite every box with its rightful owner. But now it’s time for her to discover Hope’s own heartbreaking story.

France 1938: When Hope meets Gus in the lively streets of Paris, she finally feels that she has met her kindred spirit. But as they plan their dream future together, it is clear that Gus’s father will never allow their romance to develop. Defying his wishes, Gus promises Hope that they will be together after his army training.

But with France on the brink of war, Hope travels back to London for safety, cradling a life-changing secret. Then devastating news arrives which threatens Hope’s future and shatters her heart. In the darkest days of war, will Hope find the courage to give others the chance of a brighter future? And will her own story of strength inspire Mia to follow her heart?

The utterly gorgeous and heartbreaking final novel in the Lost Daughters series will leave you spellbound and is the perfect read for fans of Santa Montefiore, Lucinda Riley and Victoria Hislop.

More Than Enough by Anna Quindlen

 

My thoughts

There is definitely More Than Enough of this story. It's about a lot of things. A book group. Four women, Polly, Jamie, Helen, and Sarah. who meet to do all but read. They talk about things. They are friends. Polly and Sarah are very close and know things about each other before sharing with the others. It's about a woman who wants a baby. Her and her husband have been trying so hard. Lots of IVF treatments. No luck. A woman whose dad is  in a care facility for dementia. One woman and so much going on. 

Polly is a school teacher. She loves her job and her life. She has the perfect marriage, after a disastrous first marriage, to a veterinarian.  Mark is a wonderful man. He loves Polly so much. He loves their life. 

When the group give Polly a DNA test as a joke Polly takes it seriously. She finds she has a possible niece. But from where. Who. Her brother swears there is no way it could have been him. 

There is an Alpaca farm and so much else going on. I found myself lost at times in this story. I enjoyed it but thought it was a bit too much. At least for me. I rooted for Polly and Mark to have a baby. They tried so hard. I was hoping all would turn out good for Polly's bff Sarah. Sarah was recovering from breast cancer. I had all kinds of hope while reading this book. Some things were great and others not so much. 

The author did a good job of writing this but had so much going on that it became a bit overwhelming at times. All the characters. All the excitement. All the drama. I loved how much Polly loved her dad. I felt sick when she finally did find out how she was related to the girl from the ancestry kit. But I can also see it happening. I didn't really care for Polly's mother. I did like her brother and Mark's family. Yes, a lot going on.

I liked this book but didn't love it. It just fell a bit short for me. To much going on and to many characters to keep up with. And a book club that never read. I can understand that though. They got busy with other things. 

Thank you NetGalley and Random House for this ARC.

3 stars 

About

A woman confronts the surprising results of an ancestry test and begins to question the meaning of family and friendship in this wise, tender novel teeming with life—from the beloved #1 New York Times bestselling author of After Annie

No one knows you like your book club.

High school English teacher Polly Goodman can talk about everything and anything with the women in her book club, which is why they’ve become her closest friends and, along with her veterinarian husband, the bedrock of her life. Her students, her fraught relationship with her mother, her struggles with IVF—Polly’s book club friends have heard about it all.

But when they give Polly an ancestry test kit as a joke, the results match her with a stranger. It is clear to Polly that this match is a mistake, but still she cannot help but comb through her family history for answers. Then, when it seems that the book club circle of four will become three, Polly learns how friendships can change your life in the most profound ways.

Written with Anna Quindlen’s trademark warmth, humor, and insight into the power of love and hope, More Than Enough explores how we find ourselves again and again through the relationships that define us.

You Did Nothing Wrong by C. G. Drews

 

My thoughts

I listened to an audio while reading. The audio kept me reading. Without it I would have marked this one a dnf. The narrator did a great job. She kept this story flowing and gave it life. 

This book started out so good. Then it took a turn. It had so much gross going on. At least that is my opinion. Who says they want to open someone's chest and crawl inside? Who does that? It's said so many times by Elodie. I mean love can be so strong but that is unnecessary grossness. 

It was like a true love story between Elodie and Bren. They are young and so in love. Elodie is from Australia and has a small child. A little boy she named Jude. Elodie has some secrets that could be deadly. Or she could just be a mixed up young woman who needs to be loved and cherished. Her parents certainly did care for her. Her baby brother drowned in the tub and they laid all the blame on her when she was only eight years old. She was a child. 

Elodie gave birth to Jude when she was only sixteen years old. In the bathroom of her house. No one helped her. Not many sixteen year olds could handle such a horrific event. Elodie is not exactly your average kid though. She's had an unlovable life and decided that she should have a baby. That she named him Jude was kind of crazy. That was also her baby brother's name.  

When Elodie and Jude move into Bren's family home she seems to be very happy. All seems good. Then Jude starts saying that the house is trying to eat him. Bren says it's not. He tries so hard to help with Jude. It seems Jude loves him. Elodie just won't allow it. She's a bit possessive about Jude. He's hers and hers alone. 

Bren has secrets too. He was just a little kid when his parents died. His older sister Ava took care of him with the help of other relatives. Bren is set on fixing up his parent's house. He works hard and seems to get nowhere. But he loves Elodie and Jude so much. 

Elodie is expecting another baby. This one is Bren's and it's another boy. He's so excited about becoming a father. Jude is not happy about this at all. Everything seems so good. Then it's not.

This book was ok but so repetitive. It seemed like the ending was all excitement. All the things that would go wrong happened at the end. Maybe not go wrong but all the big twists and turns. All of them. Not thrown in throughout the story. Elodie stumbles on some things that make her question what is happening. She's also a complete nut. I'm not so sure that Jude is autistic. I think maybe all the things Elodie did might have messed him up. She's trying to make amends it seems. At times anyway. 

The ending of this book was ok but didn't wow me. I figured out some things and others were just grossly awful. I could picture all the blood and gore seeping from the "walls." I could picture Bren's sisters face when Elodie appeared. I could picture Jude's cries. I could also picture other things that I didn't want to picture. 

Parts of this book were great and others were just not good at all. I could only take so much of how many times Elodie talked about ripping someone open and crawling inside of them. Or how she was tethered to Jude by the umbilical cord. 

I had high hopes for this one but was let down.

Thank you NetGalley and St Martin's Press and Macmillan Audio for this ARC.

3.75 stars 

About

A relentless, horror-inducing psychological suspense for fans of The Push and Baby Teeth by New York Times bestselling author CG Drews.

Single mother Elodie’s life has become a fairy tale. She’s met Bren, equal parts golden-retriever devoted and sinfully handsome. He’s whisked her and her autistic son, Jude, to the crumbling family house he’s renovating. She has a new husband, a new house, and a new baby on the way. Everything is perfect.

Then Jude claims he can hear voices in the walls. He says their renovations are “hurting” the house. Even Elodie can’t ignore it–something strange is going on. The question is, is it with the house, or with her son?

Then the one secret Elodie has been hiding is revealed, and no one is safe anymore.

A pulse-pounding, clever take on the haunted house novel, You Did Nothing Wrong examines the complexities of motherhood and the twisted bonds of family as it races to its shocking ending. 

Lady Tremaine by Rachel Hochhauser

 My thoughts

I received an arc for this book and the audio via NetGalley, St Martin's Press and Macmillan Audio. It was also a BOTM choice for me. It's so good. A retelling of Cinderella from the Stepmother's POV... 

Etheldreda married the man she fell in love with and had two daughters, Rosamund and Matilda. Her husband died and her father in law was going to give her small girls to brothers as wives. They were still young children. Ethel married another man to protect her girls. That is when she became the "stepmother" to Elin. Her second husband died and she was left to raise the three girls. Everything her second husband had was left to his child for when she married. 

Ethel was a good mother. She tried her best with Elin. Elin had different ideas as to how to get by. She quoted a book that seemed to always be with her. A book teaching her how to be a lady. She was not at all like the Cinderella that we all knew and felt sorry for. She was a bit lazy. Rosie and Matilda did their share of work. Both were good at doing things. 

When there was to be a ball to find the Prince a wife Ethel of course found a way to get all three girls invited. They had to make their dresses and do their own work to get ready and Ethel's two girls did fine. Elin however didn't do good at all. But as you know Elin is the one the Prince would choose.

The Prince had secrets. Not good secrets. He was definitely not the Prince I grew up knowing about. But he was to be married to Elin and that was all that matter. 

This book gives you a whole other take on the story and family. I loved Ethel. I thought she was very resourceful and knew how to get things done. I felt for her a lot of times and really hoped she would be able to do what she needed to do. I liked the stepsisters too for the most part. Elin however had to grow on me. She came across as a spoiled brat. Always seeming to faint at just the right time. And the Prince. He was a whole other set of problems... When things got intense though Elin did come through. She helped in a way that I could hardly believe. Ultimately she did learn how to persevere. 

This book was a fun read but also serious. It was a page turner and so good. I highly recommend you read it. There are not an abundance of characters but enough. The story being from the "Stepmother;s" POV was fantastic. Very well done. I'll be looking for more by this author in the future. 

The narrator did a wonderful job. She did each character perfectly and kept the story moving at a great pace. 

Five stars  

About

A breathtaking reimagining of Cinderella, as told through the eyes of its iconic "evil" stepmother, revealing a propulsive love story about the lengths a mother will go to for her children

A widow twice-over, Etheldreda is now saddled with the care of her two children, a priggish stepdaughter, and a razor-taloned peregrine falcon. Her entire life has become a ruse, just like the manor hall they live grand and ornate on the exterior, but crumbling, brick by brick, inside. Fierce in the face of her misfortune, Ethel clings to her family’s respectability, the lifeboat that will float her daughters straight into the secure banks of marriage.

When a royal ball offers the chance to secure the future she desperately desires, Etheldreda must risk her secrets, pride, and limited resources in pursuit of an invitation for her daughters—only to see her hopes fulfilled by the wrong one. As an engagement to the heir of the kingdom unfolds with unnerving speed, she discovers a sordid secret hidden in the depths of the royal family, forcing her to choose between the security she’s sought for years and the wellbeing of the feckless stepdaughter who has rebuffed her at every turn.

As if Bridgerton met Circe, and exhilarating to its core, Lady Tremaine reimagines the myth of the evil stepmother at the heart of the world’s most famous fairytale. It is a battle cry for a mother’s love for her daughters, and a celebration of women everywhere who make their own fortunes.