Sunday, August 29, 2021

My Week in Reading!

 

READ & REVIEWED
1: THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED by Ellie Midwood  8/25
2: WHERE I LEFT HER by Amber Garza  8/27

CURRENT READ
1: THE NECKLACE by Matt Witten 8/29

THIS WEEK
1: THE KEEPER OF HAPPY ENDING by Barbara Davis  9/1
2: IN ANOTHER LIGHT by A.J. Banner  9/4


Friday, August 27, 2021

WHERE I LEFT HER by Amber Garza

 

From the author of When I Was You comes a spine-tingling new thriller about a mother’s worst nightmare come true, when her teenage daughter goes to a sleepover and doesn’t come back.

Whitney had some misgivings when she dropped her increasingly moody teenage daughter, Amelia, off at Lauren’s house. She’d never met the parents, and usually she’d go in, but Amelia clearly wasn’t going to let something so humiliating happen, so instead Whitney waved to her daughter before pulling away from the little house with the roses in front.

But when she goes back the next day, an elderly couple answers the door—Amelia and Lauren aren’t there, and this couple swears they never were, that she’s at the wrong house. As Whitney searches for Amelia, she uncovers a trail of lies her daughter has told her—from the Finsta account to rumors of a secret relationship. Does she really even know this girl she’s raised? And Amelia’s not the only one with secrets. Could Whitney’s own demons have something to do with her daughter’s disappearance, and can Whitney find her before it’s too late?

MY THOUGHTS:

I really enjoyed this book. I think it had all the things I like in a thriller. It kept me wanting to know what was going on. Except I did figure out part of what Whitney did. Not all of it though. But that just didn't take away from the story for me. 

This is a very complex book about a mother/daughter. With a back story of two best friends. When Whitney's daughter, Amelia, goes missing things take a somewhat dark turn. Secrets begin to come out. Things that should have been kept in the past are found out. But are they true? Did it really happen the way it's explained? This book really kept me turning the pages and had me guessing about a lot of things. 

I did enjoy this book. Both the story of Amelia going missing and the back story of Whitney's life. The things that happened in Whitney's life were awful in so many ways. Her friendship with Millie. It was not as great as it appeared to me. It seemed like Millie was trouble waiting to happen. Whitney just wanted to be accepted completely and to not be replaced by anyone. Not even Millie's boyfriend. But friendships are not always as tight as they seem. For reasons that only they know things can go wrong. 

This story is about loss. Loss of a child. Worry. Worrying about whether your child is safe. Wondering if she is going to be ok. If you will ever see her again. It brings out the emotions you know you will feel when it comes to a teen who is missing. The fears you will have. Is someone doing horrible things to my child. Is she safe... 

I enjoyed this book even though I did figure out what Whitney did. Not all of it, but the big part. Maybe the author meant for that to happen. I have no idea. But I did enjoy it so that is a big plus. It's very well written. Most of the characters are very likable and the plot kept me turning the pages. The scenes make you feel like you are there. In the apartment. In the cemetery. On the road. You feel the pain of a mother. It's told from the present and the back story of Whitney's life before Amelia. Before Dan. When she was best friends with Millie.... 

Thank you #NetGalley, #AmberGarza, #Harlequin for this ARC. This is my own true feelings about this book.

4/5 stars and I do recommend you read it. It's good.


Wednesday, August 25, 2021

THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED by Ellie Midwood

 

Germany, 1941: “We live together, or we die together.” A novel that will stay with you forever, The Girl Who Survived tells the inspiring true story of Ilse Stein, a German Jew who was imprisoned in a ghetto––and who fell in love with the man she was supposed to loathe.

For eighteen-year-old Ilse life is unrecognizable. A year ago, she wasn’t forced to wear a star on her clothes. A year ago, her parents were alive, not yet killed by their own countrymen. A year ago, she had her freedom.

Now, at the break of dawn, she steps off the cattle train into a Minsk ghetto. This is Ilse’s new home: trapped by barbed wire, surrounded by SS guards she is forbidden to look in the eye, with no choice but to trade the last of her belongings for scraps of food. Sentenced for the crime of simply existing, she doesn’t expect to live past the summer.

Yet the prisoners in the ghetto refuse to give up––the underground resistance is plotting their escape. Ilse’s first act of defiance is smuggling from the munitions factory, slipping bullets into the lining of her pockets.

But this is just the beginning… When Ilse meets Wilhem, a local SS administrative officer, she never dreams that her greatest rebellion will be falling for him. Wilhem promises that she will survive, even if the cost is his life. But in a world of such danger, daring to love is the most dangerous risk of all…

Fans of The Tattooist of Auschwitz, The Choice, and Orphan Train will be completely gripped by this heartbreaking tale. Based on a true story, this powerful novel shows that love is stronger than terror, and that when life takes everything from you, death is not to be feared…

This book was previously published as No Woman’s Land.

MY THOUGHTS: 

A work of fiction based on true events. Ellie Midwood wrote another heartbreaking novel based in a camp during the most horrific time in history. What happened to the Jewish people is so horrible. So demeaning. So unjust. How people can say it never happened. Or that they deserved it. It's beyond my comprehension. More than my brain can handle.

At the end of this book is: A NOTE ON HISTORY. This paragraph says a lot about this book. For anyone who does not understand how a historical fiction book can also be true. It's based on actual events. Based on real life people. On a true couple during the most horrendous time in their lives. 
"Thank you so much for reading The Girl Who Survived. Even though it's a work of fiction, most of it is based on a true story. Ilse Stein and Willy Schultz(the names weren't changed) indeed met in Minsk in 1942 after Schultz's brigade was killed by the SS during the Purim massacre the day before that. Their meeting itself and the following development of their relationship are also true to fact. I tried to stick to reality as much as I could while working on this novel and used any information available concerning Ilse or Willy to paint as accurate of a portrait of both as I could. Ilse's family history, including their move from Nidda to Frankfurt and her further employment at the parachute factory and the eventual deportation, are based on fact, same as Willy's family history and the history of his employment and war service. "
There is a lot more, but that sums up these two and whether they truly existed or not.

This is a very heartbreaking story as are all or most historical fiction that is based on actual events. Dealing with WW2 is a touch subject to read. It brings out so much emotion. At least for me. Where it says the Jewish children were moved to the back of the classroom made me take pause. Where have I heard something so similar? Maybe telling black people to move to the back of the bus? It's not the exact same but so so close it made my skin crawl. How can people have so much hatred in their hearts for someone just because they are different? How do you justify it? I will never understand it and I've tried for quite a few years. Being such a person has to be horrible. They can't possibly be happy with their lives. 

This book is well written and well researched. It's told with such heart and meaning. It will have you holding your breath and crying so many tears. Trying to understand how this happened. Trying to grasp the concept of what makes the human heart turn so dark. So cruel. Can one man really start something so horrible. Or was it more. Was it a group that got behind this one tyrant and then the world had to come take him down. Or them down. Can it happen again? I am very much afraid it could at times. If we don't keep history alive and well. We as a group of human beings have to understand that this will not, must not, can not, ever happen again. Care for each other. No matter the color, religion, sexual preference. No matter where you was born. Just have some empathy. Care for each other.

Thank you to #NetGalley, #EllieMidwood, #Bookouture for this ARC. This is my own true feelings about this book.

5/5 stars and a high recommendation.


Monday, August 23, 2021

Spotlight for: IF SHADOWS COULD TELL by Granthana Sinha

 

IF SHADOWS COULD TELL:an Aurora Stellar mystery novel by Granthana Sinha


SYNOPSIS: 

When Janet Clay's body is found in a local gym pool, every authority dismisses it as just another case of drug-overdose.

Ridden by the guilt of not being able to save the young journalist while she still had a chance ― Aurora Steller visits the memorial service ― only to end up suspecting that things aren't as simple as they appear. Her determination to find out the truth, only draws her further into an intricate web of greed and deceit ― where some will stop at nothing to protect their well-crafted masks. With several events unfolding around her, it becomes terrifyingly clear that more lives might have been lost already. Suddenly, her beautiful, sleepy little town seems to be harvesting some sinister secrets; every fact seems tainted with lies; everyone she loves is in mortal danger.

With no evidence, no witness and very few allies, Aurora must risk everything, including her own life, to uncover the truth and bring justice to the numerous shattered lives, before it's too late...


An exclusive glimpse into the intriguing Prologue of the book:


Prologue

 With a pounding heart, she walked out of the elevator, weighed down by an impending feeling of loss.

The gold-rimmed ivory door that stood at the far end of the hallway, was left slightly ajar and she could hear the weak, muted whimpers of agony.

Her heart churned as tears clouded her vision, but her eyes didn't fail to notice the crimson splotches that marked the pristine white rug that spread across the marble flooring.

She dragged her feet forward, one step at a time, her eyes trailing the blood that marked his failed attempt at escaping and screamed of the torture he must've suffered.

Just a few hours ago, standing before a particular grave, she hadn't thought she had it in her to endure any more pain. But the moment she had received the call ― fear had invaded each and every nerve of her body. It had rushed up her veins, frozen her blood and choked her breath.

Yet she had managed to drive herself to the building, rush past the main entrance and up the elevator ― to reach where she had been asked to. Yet now ― just a few feet away from the one she hoped to save ― each step felt more strenuous than the last.

A final agonizing cry filled the hallway ― piercing both the cold dead night and her thudding, terrified heart. A chill ran down her spine, dipping her soul into an icy world of darkness.

The door swung open at the slightest push of her trembling hand, and a sickly stream of blood flowed across the floor and kissed her frozen feet.

It took her an immense amount of effort to take her eyes off the crimson and shift her focus on the one who bled.

His body lay on the cold marble, his face partially drenched in the blood that oozed out of several gaping wounds. Even with no life left in him anymore, his beautiful unfathomable eyes still seemed to watch her pale, broken self.

Her legs refused to hold her balance any longer. She collapsed to the floor and his blood soaked onto her dress. But with every bit of her focus on him, she barely noticed the sticky wetness on her clothes.

Her eyes simply remained fixated on his, even though she knew he couldn't see her anymore. Unbearable waves of pain knotted through her, rocking her body like she was convulsing from a shock.

The monster landed another quick blow on his motionless face and she felt her world give a nauseating spin. Her head smacked against the cold floor while her silent tears rolled down and mingled with the fresh pool of blood.

She knew it was her fault, and her fault alone. And his blood was truly on her own hands.

The vile creature asked something of her ― perhaps to wait in the car ― but she was lost beyond all this ― way beyond to realize what all he said.

"Kill me," she begged of the creature, her eyes still on the battered face of the one she had loved and failed.

The monster took a few slow steps toward her and gently prodded her in her ribs with his boots.

"I think I told you to get up and wait for me in the car," he repeated in a soft, pleasant voice.

"Please," she croaked, barely being able to whisper. "Kill me. Please. I can't live."

A sick hysterical laughter filled the air as he pulled up her limp body and held her from behind, like he was cradling her in his arms.

"You don't get to die, darling," he crooned into her ear and softly kissed her neck. "Not today. Not till I let you."

Author's Bio:


A little bit about Granthana on the writing front ―


With her debut psychological mystery thriller novel, 'If Shadows Could Tell' & her sci-fi mystery short, ‘Addressed To Her'― Granthana has perhaps taken the very first step toward merging her passion with her profession. Both her novel & the short story are currently available across the globe on all major online bookstores including Amazon, Amazon Kindle, Pothi, Barnes & Noble, Scribd, Kobo, Apple Books, Google Books, Smashwords.


You can also check out some of her gripping mysteries ‘Where Did He Go?’ and ‘White Sherwani, Blue Lehenga’, which were ‘Editor’s Picks' & published on the homepage of Juggernaut Books. Her psychological thriller 'The Unrelated Murders' was a winner of the Juggernaut SELECTS program, 2019 (feel free to give it a quick read on the Juggernaut app/website :) ). Some of her soulful poems have also been published as part of ‘Sea – an anthology of poems', which is currently available worldwide on all major platforms.


Other tiny pieces of info ―


The author also happens to be a book reviewer, vlogger, as well as a certified Graphic-Web designer and Digital painter.

She lives with her family in Kolkata, and in her spare time, enjoys painting, traveling and solving cryptography puzzles.


Praise for 'If Shadows Could Tell' :


"A mystery thriller which will keep you hooked until the very end." –Alexandra Antipa (author of 'M is for Mother' & several other much-loved books)


"Wow. Just wow.

This was a stunning murder mystery novel with a psychological twist." –Julie Eman (book blogger & reviewer at Goodreads, Amazon & Julie's Bookshelf Adventures blog)


"I would recommend this book

and will definitely look for

more work by the

same author." –Louise Hallett (book reviewer & blogger at Goodreads, Life In The Book Lane blog)


"Intrigue, plots twists and totally brilliant unexpected ending!

If you enjoy a good psychological thriller I would highly recommend this book." –Brenda (avid reader and amazon reviewer)


"This book honestly blew me away. It's one of the best mystery thrillers I've read to date. Brilliant book!" –Jimi Renee (Goodreads reviewer)


"An amazing debut novel. Loved it." –Aileen Grist (Goodreads reviewer)


"A complex plot, suspenseful mystery, and multi-layered characters make this a must-read. it's a fast-paced action-filled page turner." –Linda Strong (Book blogger & Goodreads reviewer)



"This book had every thing I love about thrillers." –Elizabeth (Book blogger & critic)


"A well written page turner with several plots that had me hooked from page one." – Lin Perrett (Book Critic & Amazon reviewer)


"This was a riveting read and an excellent first debut novel. I will definitely be reading more this author." –Khurshid Ali (Goodreads reviewer)


"It is an extremely complex plot and a well done one." –Joyce (Book lover & reviewer)


Links:

Link to connect with me and read my books:
https://linktr.ee/granthanasinha

Amazon



Mailbox Monday!

Mailbox Monday is the gathering place for readers to share the books that came into their house last week.

Warning: Mailbox Monday can lead to envy, toppling TBR piles, and humongous wish lists!!
Mailbox Monday, created by Marcia @ A Girl and Her Books, has a permanent home now at Mailbox Monday.
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Here’s a shout out to the administrators:
Leslie @ Under My Apple Tree 
Serena @ Savvy Verse And Wit
Martha @ Reviews By Martha's Bookshelf 
Velvet @ vvb32reads
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                THANKS to everyone for keeping Mailbox Monday alive. 
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I hope you had a good mailbox.
I had a great mailbox!
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BOOKS I RECEIVED THIS WEEK!    
1:  THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED by Ellie Midwoon
courtesy of Bookouture via NetGalley 
2: THE RESTING PLACE by Camilla Sten
courtesy of St Martin's via NetGalley
3: A FLICKER IN THE DARK by Stacy Willingham
courtesy of St Martin's via NetGalley
4: THE REPLACEMENT WIFE by Darby Kane
courtesy of William Morrow and Custom House vial NetGalley


It's Monday! What are you reading?

 

I hope you had a great reading week.

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This is a weekly meme hosted by Kathryn at BOOKDATE! 
Post the books completed, the books you are currently reading, and the books you hope to finish at some point.
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READ/REVIEWED
1: THE INHERITANCE by JoAnn Ross
review will be posted 8/31
2: THE HIDDEN by Melanie Golding
reviewed 8/22
CURRENT READ
1: THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED
review will be 8/24
WILL BE READING
 
             














Sunday, August 22, 2021

THE HIDDEN by Melanie Golding

 

Following her acclaimed debut Little Darlings, Melanie Golding's newest folkloric suspense is a spine-tingling twist on Celtic mythology.

One dark December night, in a small seaside town, a little girl is found abandoned. When her mother finally arrives, authorities release the pair, believing it to be an innocent case of a toddler running off.

Gregor, a seemingly single man, is found bludgeoned and left for dead in his apartment, but the discovery of children's toys raises more questions than answers.
 
Every night, Ruby gazes into Gregor’s apartment, leading to the discovery of his secret family: his unusually silent daughter and his mentally unstable wife, Constance, who insists that she is descended from the mythological Selkies. She begs Ruby to aid in finding the sealskin that Gregor has hidden from her, making it impossible to return to her people.
 
DS Joanna Harper's investigation into Gregor’s assault leads her to CCTV footage of the mother-daughter pair from town. Harper realizes she knows the woman almost as well as she knows herself: it's her estranged daughter, Ruby. No matter the depth of Ruby’s involvement, she knows she will choose her daughter over her career.
 
Steeped in local legend and exploring the depths of what it means to be a mother, Melanie Golding's newest novel is "a lyrical and atmospheric folktale for the modern age." (Bustle, on Little Darlings)

MY THOUGHTS: 

I was very pleasantly surprised by this book. When I first read the synopsis I honestly had no idea it was a folklore type story. It is a mystery/thriller also. That is what attracted me. It is also my first by this author. It won't be my last.

From the Author's Note:
Folktales live all around us. If you look hard enough, you can find one in the bones of every story, every bit of gossip, every film you watch, every book you read. The seed of this book sprouted when I read a folktale about a selkie, but the story may well have been waiting there in my mind all along, ready for me to water it so that it could grow into the novel you have just read.

What a novel it is too. This book is actually quite beautiful. Filled with a lot of emotion. A lot of fears and some laughter too. It's a story that will have you turning the pages to find out what happens next. You won't see some things coming until they actually happen. It held my attention all the way. When I picked it up I had a hard time putting it back down. The way the lives of the main characters play out is something that will keep you asking questions. Even after the book ends you will wonder... Could that have really happened. Are there really such things as selkies? Just who is Constance and where did she really come from. Or go too. 

This book was a pleasure to read. Even the parts that had me on the edge holding my breath. It was worth it. My heart felt for Ruby. For Leonie. For Constance. And for Joanna. At first I even liked Gregor. That was short lived though. This story has some mixed up characters and some very disturbed ones. It's about a serial killer and about a tale you may or may not believe. I'd like to think it could be true. The folktale that is. It is told from a few POVs so you get the whole story.  A lot of action going on. A lot of mind boggling too. So good.

Thank you #NetGalley, #MelanieGolding, #CrookedLaneBooks for this ARC. This is my own true feelings about this book.

5/5 big stars and a very high recommendation. Read, enjoy, have tissues handy for parts.


Daughters of the Wreckage by Stefanie Koens

  My thoughts The narrators did a great job with this book. They each kept their part perfect. While I did enjoy the narrators the actual st...