Nicole has had secrets she kept from her husband. Big secrets but ones that I didn't think were all that bad. Yes she should have told him. But what could he have done about it? If she had told what would have changed? Maybe she would have felt better. Maybe she would have been more relaxed. But still.. Why open that can of worms now?
When Nicole and Brad's daughter Hannah goes missing they are in a panic. Of course they are. She's an eight year old child. Who would do this and why? When Hannah is found safe and sound she tells them that it was her aunt that had taken her. Supposedly Nicole had given permission but she knows that she didn't. She knows that there is no way she would have done this. Brad has no sister and, well, Nicole's sister died twenty-five years ago. Right?
This story goes back and forth between two timelines. Back in 1986 when you get to know Nicole and her younger sister Cassie. How close they were. How they would do almost anything for each other. Until Cassie falls for a singer in one of the biggest bands in England. She is convinced that they have something special. That he, Ben, loves her. But Nicole is not so sure. She knows Ben and she herself is in love with him. What could possibly go wrong with this situation?
Then you jump ahead to 2010 and get to know Nicole after the fact. She doesn't want to lose the life she has. She's living in the US now and has put so much distance between her and her past. Just wanting to move on with her life. But someone has different ideas. A stranger comes to see her and asks questions about what happened back then. In 1986. Who was to blame for it? Nicole has a lot of explaining to do. Hoping that Brad will understand why she never told him about her life before.
I throughly enjoyed this book. It kept me wanting to read to find out who the killer was and why. Though I did expect it to be another character who actually died. The way the author wrote it was perfect and that ending. WOW... I didn't see that coming. I felt so sorry for Nicole and wanted her to come out on top. For her family to stay intact. For her life to go on as usual. Sometimes we don't get what we want. Sometimes we do.
Thank you #NetGalley, #StMartinsPress, @MacMillanAudio, for this ARC.
Excellent story. Strong audio. The narrator did such a good job. Made the characters come to life. I loved both the book and the audio.
1986: Sixteen-year-old Cassie is obsessed with the hottest band in London, Secret Oktober. Harboring an intense crush on the leading man, Ben Edwards, she will do anything she can to capture his attention among the throngs of groupies at the band’s scandalous backstage parties. But when Ben discovers her older sister Nicole singing at a local bar one night, he can’t help but feel drawn to her, setting in motion a collision course that could tear their family apart.
Infused with the sounds of the 80s, this thrilling new novel from the inimitable Sandie Jones will captivate her readers, as she explores what the frenzy of fandom can lead to in this shocking blockbuster.